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today is a hard day

Seasonal depression has caught up with me. Dealing with new insurance and trying to find a new doctor is giving me anxiety.
And I have not been sleeping well.

I am 44 now, and Grandma is gone.  It has solidified that my childhood is long in the past.  Oddly, I have not felt homesick since she died-- which is new for me.
But I miss her something fierce.

The world is a hazy, slushy, half-frozen mess and I have been close to tears most of the day.
But I'm hiding it well at work.

Or maybe it's just that everyone around me is just as down?


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Jan. 20th, 2017 04:54 am (UTC)
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